1. I fear of death
2. Lisa is always there for me
3. I love sushi
4. I like meeting new people
5. ALWAYS have a life
6. Sex and drugs
7. I have to shop
8. Parties. PERIOD
9. There is no need for shit that happens
10. Can/can not be patient
11. I love nailpolish
12. And makeup
13. Traveling
14. Air
15. There is a word for everything
16. I have have mixed feelings
17. Liars can go die
18. I am honest
19. Hides so much
20. Blue eyes
21. Broken train tracks
22. TRUST
23. Music is usually the only thing that gets me.
24. Ipod= sex
25. Movies
26. Has a care for a few things
27. And always with hearts
28. Manhattan
29. Secrets
30. Always there for you
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
Back form florida!- Wands, Jelly Beans, Rootbeer
Im back from florida and as much as I missed being home, I miss florida to. I go to flroida A LOT. Usually 2 to 4 times a year, but I think this year was the best year ever. And thats because we went to HARRY POTTER WORLD. I fell in love with it. When it comes to magic, this is it! Wands, jelly beans, rootbeer, wizards, rollercoasters, chocolate frogs, and magic! Thats all I need. And harry potter world has it.
Anyway, to get a wand yes I admit it is a line that can be longer than 2 hours so be prepaied to wait, but it is SO worth it. You only experience once in your FREAKING life! And watching and testing the wand to see if boxes "pop". So enough said about the wands.
And the lines for the rollercoaters are not very long waits. Though, it may say 4 hours, thats not true at all. I waited for a ride that said 90 minutes, I only waited 40 minutes. Not bad at all. Plus, the rides are worth the wait. The twists and hills are the best part.
Then the movie ride. You get to actaully feel and almost be with the actors on the movie ride. Harry potter world is a deff GO and amazing! Just be prepared to spend some money!
Anyway, florida's coco beach is pretty cool. The beach is clean and the water is as well. The waves are huge and are super fun to ride!
Anyway, to get a wand yes I admit it is a line that can be longer than 2 hours so be prepaied to wait, but it is SO worth it. You only experience once in your FREAKING life! And watching and testing the wand to see if boxes "pop". So enough said about the wands.
And the lines for the rollercoaters are not very long waits. Though, it may say 4 hours, thats not true at all. I waited for a ride that said 90 minutes, I only waited 40 minutes. Not bad at all. Plus, the rides are worth the wait. The twists and hills are the best part.
Then the movie ride. You get to actaully feel and almost be with the actors on the movie ride. Harry potter world is a deff GO and amazing! Just be prepared to spend some money!
Anyway, florida's coco beach is pretty cool. The beach is clean and the water is as well. The waves are huge and are super fun to ride!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
The day I left the womb
Mother, where are you today?
You took a piece of me the day you went away.
No recollection nor the smell of your perfume;
I took a piece of you the day I left the womb.
Brother, put your needles down.
The best thing for you is to leave this awful town.
Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed.
If you see mother, tell her I can sing.
Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy to even find the time.
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave;
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.
And Daddy, how are you today?
You must be proud of the boys that you have raised.
Your withered heart, and everything it's seen,
Your cuts and calloused hands, you had kids to feed.
You had kids to feed.
Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy, to even find the time.
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave;
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.
You took a piece of me the day you went away.
No recollection nor the smell of your perfume;
I took a piece of you the day I left the womb.
Brother, put your needles down.
The best thing for you is to leave this awful town.
Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed.
If you see mother, tell her I can sing.
Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy to even find the time.
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave;
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.
And Daddy, how are you today?
You must be proud of the boys that you have raised.
Your withered heart, and everything it's seen,
Your cuts and calloused hands, you had kids to feed.
You had kids to feed.
Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy, to even find the time.
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave;
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Nothings going to change
It seems that everyone has moved on this summer and got NEW friends. And you know what so did I. But if you find a best friend you know she will be there with you 24/7 the think and thin and no fights. A true best friend doesn't try to get the most attention. And she/he is with them everyday!!!
I love you LISA, CASSIE, MIKE, TJ....and everyone one else who continues. ;D
I love you LISA, CASSIE, MIKE, TJ....and everyone one else who continues. ;D
Love always remains
there's a place I'd like to go somewhere out west,
it's not specific, and the pictures show it best.
I know there's trees I know there's sand and I know there's grass,
I know it's somewhere in the past.
There's a girl out there who's lookin for it too,
she's not sure when she'll go or exactly what she'll do.
If i am doomed am I the first on or the last?
Am I just someone from the past?
No one has to hear, the sound of people laughing at their fear, and the ocean and sun are always there, to make you happy if you're feeling scared of the darkness.
If I ever saw a ghost it'd change the way I think.
I wouldn't gasp for air if ever I did sink.
I wouldn't struggle, I'd just let it all out fast,
and then start living in the past.
If we hold the hand that rapes the hand,
and everyone can feel the hand,
and nothing's gonna change,
it could be the time we're living in,
we'll never feel so safe again,
but love always remains
it's not specific, and the pictures show it best.
I know there's trees I know there's sand and I know there's grass,
I know it's somewhere in the past.
There's a girl out there who's lookin for it too,
she's not sure when she'll go or exactly what she'll do.
If i am doomed am I the first on or the last?
Am I just someone from the past?
No one has to hear, the sound of people laughing at their fear, and the ocean and sun are always there, to make you happy if you're feeling scared of the darkness.
If I ever saw a ghost it'd change the way I think.
I wouldn't gasp for air if ever I did sink.
I wouldn't struggle, I'd just let it all out fast,
and then start living in the past.
If we hold the hand that rapes the hand,
and everyone can feel the hand,
and nothing's gonna change,
it could be the time we're living in,
we'll never feel so safe again,
but love always remains
Friday, July 16, 2010
When I think of the happiness
1. The happy have whole days, and those they choose. The unhappy have but hours, and those they lose.
2. Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy.
3. Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.
4. Happiness is always a by-product. It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular. But it is not something that can be demanded from life, and if you are not happy you had better stop worrying about it and see what treasures you can pluck from your own brand of unhappiness.
5. We are who we are. We think what we think. We do what we do. No matter who tries to change that they want your happiness.
6. To be happy and to want to be happy are two different things. To be is happy all the way. To want to be is fake.
2. Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy.
3. Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.
4. Happiness is always a by-product. It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular. But it is not something that can be demanded from life, and if you are not happy you had better stop worrying about it and see what treasures you can pluck from your own brand of unhappiness.
5. We are who we are. We think what we think. We do what we do. No matter who tries to change that they want your happiness.
6. To be happy and to want to be happy are two different things. To be is happy all the way. To want to be is fake.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
And thats the way everything ends
Everything has its rise and fall. Not everyone can be the best at everything. You will learn and see what it is that you are good at. And you will. Everyone has there place in the world. A book thought me this.
It's not all about love. Most of it is; to be with the one person you can live with. Thats not what I mean though. You chose your path, and you run it. Sure you may be unhappy with it but you made it that way. And sometimes you won't be able to fix that mistake so think twice before you do it. Always know that you have the same chance as everyone else. Just be smart and know how to face it. You can never escape your past, you can always put it behind you but it will never fade. It will haunt you, and it can kill you. Karma is a bitch. Remember that. You past is different from the future. Your future depends on you.
But right now I feel as if everything is going down the drain. But thats just my fault. I can't be at the top of my game always. And I am okay with that. You should be to. Don't worry if you screw up. You have to learn from your mistake.
"...But then it's not a perfect universe. You can't hang around waiting for somebody else to pull your strings. Destiny's what you make of it. You have to face whatever life throws at you. And if it throws more than you'd like, more than you think you can handle?
Well, then you have to find heroism within yourself and play out the hand you've been dealt. The universe never sets a challenge that can't be met. You just need to believe in yourself in order find the strength to face it. ..."
-Darren Shan
It's not all about love. Most of it is; to be with the one person you can live with. Thats not what I mean though. You chose your path, and you run it. Sure you may be unhappy with it but you made it that way. And sometimes you won't be able to fix that mistake so think twice before you do it. Always know that you have the same chance as everyone else. Just be smart and know how to face it. You can never escape your past, you can always put it behind you but it will never fade. It will haunt you, and it can kill you. Karma is a bitch. Remember that. You past is different from the future. Your future depends on you.
But right now I feel as if everything is going down the drain. But thats just my fault. I can't be at the top of my game always. And I am okay with that. You should be to. Don't worry if you screw up. You have to learn from your mistake.
"...But then it's not a perfect universe. You can't hang around waiting for somebody else to pull your strings. Destiny's what you make of it. You have to face whatever life throws at you. And if it throws more than you'd like, more than you think you can handle?
Well, then you have to find heroism within yourself and play out the hand you've been dealt. The universe never sets a challenge that can't be met. You just need to believe in yourself in order find the strength to face it. ..."
-Darren Shan
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